May Daze or May Days

Is it May daze or May days? May has flown by so fast, I just can't believe it. It feels like there has been so much going on that my family and I are in a daze and really not enjoying our days. I think it might be time for a mini-vacation of some sort. We could go camping for the weekend or take a trip to the beach. We just really need some R &R!

May was supposed to be a month we were looking forward to since here in NC it means nice weather...but it's rained almost every freaking day, we have had no luck with our mortgage lender or a house, my DH's company is still dead for the most part, KeKe was loving ballet and then last night she kept walking out of class, we are not saving any money...as usual, my clothes feel tight...might be the birth control I went back on a few months ago...so I feel like a bloated pig, my mother-in-law is severely ill with the brain tumor and my DH and KeKe are driving me nuts. My mini-vacation might have to wait til June sometime...oh, did I mention...my DH's birthday is June 1st and our anniversary is June 21st...I don't have anything planned for either! Am I a lame wife or what? Oh no...no guilt trips here...I am a very busy wife who is working hard to keep my family sane in this time of crisis. I will get my DH something for his b-day but I don't know what it will be yet.

Anyway, it has not been May days for my family...just May daze. We are living in a fog of uncertainty and we need to pray for some clarity for June.